BAKSIS '09

Date : 2nd - 4th oct 2009
Venue : Kg Batu Mengkebang, Kuala Krai, Kelantan
Organizer : Persatuan Mahasiswa Kelantan UKM, (PERDANA)

sebahagian perserta....

BAKSIS '09 @ Bakti Siswa PERDANA 2009 was successfully organized by secretariat Naib Presiden PERDANA abt 3weeks ago... dis programme give us different experiences coz we're stayed with different adopt family.... bt 4 me, it's not such interesting coz i haven't spent much times with my adopt family coz I have to support my fren n others AJKP to organize dis programme.

with my adopt family, Ayah Mat n family...

BAKSIS not such progam ank angkat smata2, bt also included a lot of activities such as sukaneka, pameran, gubahan bunga, drawing n colouring competition etc... dis all can make an interaction between univ students and villagers.... actually we didn't expected the villagers are very kind n will give full support to dis activities... thanx a lot..

hmm, actually I haven't mood to write a long report rite now, so I juz gonna put a lot of pictures to 'decorate' dis entry..hehe

derma darah.....

tarik tali...cm berlakon je..

yg ni btul..hehehe

terompah gergasi...

xlengkap proram ank kelate klu xde dikir barat...

cian budak2 kna bedak ngn tepung smata2 nk dptkn coklat....

men bola sepak pakai kain pelikat....ish3x

3 EXCO 1 'kepala'....

pertandingan gubahan... guess mn yg menang??

I think dat's all da story abt BAKSIS... nothing interesting to put inside. actually I dn't want to post entry abt dis programme, bt suddently I remember dat I had promised to my adopt sister wanna post abt dis, so I have to fulfill dat promise... xelok kn mungkir janji..hehehe

Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting......

Title : Wait for you
Artist : Elliot Yamen

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Dis song meant a lot to me.... I don't know how to explain, but it's really related to my situation rite now... evry single word remind me to some1 dat meant a lot to my life... but now he's gone.. evrytime I miss him, juz my tears become my bestfren... hope he knows dat I'm wait 4 him with all my life... I don't wanna know whether he hate me or throwing me away from his life rite now, I juz hope he will come back 2 me someday...

" did you know dat tears sometimes be more special than smiles..??
bcoz smiles can be given to anyone but tears only shed for people dat we don't want to lose..."

Study Week

Stdy week...but it's doesn't mean we spent all da time with books, library, pen etc... but at da same time, we should take care abt our health too... I've spent my stdy week not juz 4 stdy, bt also spent a lot of time with my fren.. there was a lot of xtvties we've done such as cycling around UKM, jogging at Tasik Kejut n stadium, play badminton, picnic, gathering raya, attend a lot of seminar, career talk etc... hmm, I think dis stdy week meant a lot to me...

Cycling with mountain bike dat we've rent it from KTHO gave me an interesting experience.. Sufina, Ama, Syikin n me cycled to UKM's Plantation House which located at da hill behind kolej Amin.. there's a lot of plant like starfruit, 'rebina' plant, limau kasturi n many others.. dat was 1st time I've arrived there..

kt ladang belimbing...

depan rumah tumbuhan....

fuhh, so tired cycling to da hill, it's need strong energy to arrive there.. Ama was da 1st one dat 'pancit' at dat time.. sufina also got 'pening-pening lalat'... fortunately nothing happened to syikin n me.... we r tough...hehehe...

take a break.. tgk muka Ama, pucat..hehe...

Another great xtvti is picnic at Templer Park @ Hutan Lipur Kanching, located at Gombak... such a wonderfull place...dis picnic involved girl's actuary students... we spent abt 4 hours 'berendam' in da cold water... biru bibir mulut...

like at swimming pool...

too cold....

lawa sangat...

breakfast with nasi lemak...best...=)

very nice view...

posing b4 going back to UKM..

Actually at dat time, I've another xtvt dat is XPDC at Gunung Jerai, but suddently my fren Afifah got fever, so I have to cancel to joint da xpdc since not any fren want to accompany me..ee, ruginyer... hope will have another chance to join XPDC...

And another xtvt is attend an open house at Fiza's house, located at Klang... hmm, but it's too bored coz we've to wait 4 Fiza 2 pick up us since we doesn't know where is Fiza's house... we've to wait at Dataran Shah Alam abt 2 hours.. seems so bored, we manage to take some photos there.. well, there's also have a nice view.. from Dataran Shah Alam, we can view Masjid Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz Shah..(if i'm not mistaken la..)

nice...

actuaries girls..

bangunan pe ntah kt blakang tuh!!!..

jam besar kt Dataran Shah Alam..

unsatisfied faces waiting 4 fiza

when my brain felt like dh tepu ngn ilmu, I also make some riadhah at evening, but not evryday la..hehe.. sometimes jogging at stadium with my rumate, Shina n also jog at Tasik Kejut with Afifah.... then, play badminton with Sufina... such a long time doesn't play badminton, lenguh gler tgn aku!!!!

hmm, dats all abt stdy week... now it's da time to make last preparation 4 my final exam starting on dis 26th oct.. hope I'll doing well.. n I'm really hope I'll get better than b4, although I haven't some1 to inspire me anymore.. hope u all pray 4 me, 4 my success... gud luck 2 me n all my frens... jom kt berjuang!!!!

" sayangilah sebuah perkenalan,
kerana di situ ada kenangan,
kenangilah sebuah prhubungan,
kerana di situ ada kerinduan,
sayangilah kedua-duanya,
kerana itu adalah anugerah Tuhan,
tak terasa bila ia pergi,
tapi sayu bila ia tak kembali,
ia datang tanpa seruan,
ia pergi tanpa alasan,
jd.. abadikanlah ia sebelum hilang dari pandangan...."

~ Down ~

Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Down, down
Ooh (ohhh)

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, I wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,

So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down,

(LiL Wayne)
Even if the sky is falling down like she 'posed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature, cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, over freeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she my miss America,
Now can I be her soldier please,
I'm fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
Don't it look like baby cupid sendin arrows from above,
Don't you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,
Yeahhhhhh

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,
Even if the sky is falling down

Title : Down
Singer : Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne
Album : All Or Nothing

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Now I'm crazy with dis song... evry day I heard dis song, mayb my rumate had been felt menyampah with me couse of dis song..huhu... ah, I dont mind, as long as I can release tension...kua3x... hmm, but it's better if some1 sing dis song 4 me, owh, syoknyer..hehe..

" To luv some1 is a natural instinct,
To be loved by some1 is luck,
To live with some1 you love is achievement,
To live with some1 who luv you is life.."

Gift For My Beloved Friend

Dis is my latest artwork.. I drew it last month 4 my fren's birthday... actually I didn't know wht I should give her as a gift.. so I think such a great idea to sketch dis flower 4 her.. I spent just 1 hour 2 finish dis drawing by use 4B and 2B pencil... hmm, not bad rite??

Dis art actually tribute as a birthday gift 4 my beloved fren, Nik Nur Hafifah, some1 that appreciating and caring me most.... she is truly fren dat I never met before, she give me support when I was give up to life.....gave me strength when my spirit going down to empty level... she comes 2 my life when I truly need some1 2 supported me to continue my life... Thanx God 4 give me a true fren like her.... I appreciate her a lot...

Thanx a lot my fren coz being my fren n stand by my side whenever I need you... so sorry coz always troubling you, I admit sometimes I'm too emotional n make you hurt... sometimes it's happened out of control... I promise my fren, whtever happened never broken our frenship as our promise be4... I'll stay by ur side as u did to me...

I agree with statement " yg patah tumbuh yg hilang brganti".. and what we get after dat is better than wht we lost... evrythg happened hve somethg good to learn as a usefull lesson rite???

" kdg2 kita xsedar, org yg kita x peduli syg giler kt kita...
kdg2 kita x sedar, kita trlalu syg kt org...
sdgkan dia x prnh peduli perasaan kita,
dan selalu mmbuatkan hati kita trluka....
dan kita x prnh sedar, kita bukannya sempurna,
utk mndapatkan org yg sgt2 smpurna dlm hidup kita...
dan kita bukan sape2,
utk buat org mnyayangi kita mcm kita syg kt dia...
sbb kita cuma manusia biasa..."

Pemilik Cintaku Setelah Allah Dan Rasul

Dis book really inspiring me to be a good muslimah.... evry sentences dat i've read make me felt like ............. i didn't know how to explain, but it's affect to deep of my heart.. something like, subhanallah, betapa sucinya n indahnya cinta itu... tp ianya hnya boleh dirasai sekiranya cinta itu dletakkan di tempt yg halal, iaitu love after married...

let me story la ckt abt da content in dis book... it's a true story abt a muslimah named Qani'ah dat really trust in Allah, n very particular to find future husband, not calon boyofren ye... actually bkn Qani'ah yg cri, tp laki yg poyo warak ramai la dtg approach..adat la kan, laki ni bla nk cri future wife bru nk cri yg alim, true muslimah, tp bla nk cri gelifren ok je cri yg daring g2.... but not all guys g2 kn..alhamdulillah la..

when Qani'ah futher study at univ, makin rmai la yg approach, smpaikan mak n ayh dia rsa malu dh nk reject pinangan all those guys... but Qaniah ad prinsip, she just wnt a husband dat really trust in God like her, n btul2 ikut islamic guide.... hmm, i think zaman skrg nearly imposible la nk jmpa such guy..rite?? tp btul la apa yg dijanjikan Allah bhw wanita yg baik utk lelaki yg baik dan lelaki yg baik utk wanita yg baik..bgtu juga sbliknya... and Qaniah found dat guy when her lecturer recommend to introduce dat guy to her family....

dpndekkan crite, they had been married without knowing each others.. msa brtunang pn they all takut nk tgk muka msing2...huhu.. they all never meet or contact each others during pertunangan 2.. smpaila dey all kawin, brulah Qaniah di anugerahkan feeling like rindu, cinta, angau n evrythg... inilah yg dinamakan cinta halal n rindu hanya kpd insan yg halal buat kt..dat's y I think I just want 2 keep my love just 4 my husband.. owh, lmbt lg ke jodoh ak smpai????ngeeeeee~

hmm, so i'm extremely suggest to all exspecially to teenagers to read dis book. myb it can guide us to act when accidently we fall in love, wht supposed to do utk salurkn dat feeling agar brada di lndasan yg spatutnya... n to somebody yg sdg syok berchenta, myb dis book can inspire to think, " btul ke apa yg ak dh wt ni??? Allah redha ke cinta ngn boyofren n gelifren ni???"..think abt it....

" if we love someone, let he/she go as they likes.... we just huge them in our doa, pray 4 their success and their happiness... if he/she is our fate, he/she will come to us..."

Trip To Central Bank Of Malaysia

Date : 12th Oct 2009
Time : 9.00 am - 11.00 am
Venue : Central Bank of Malaysia, KL
Organizer : Actuarial Student of UKM

Such an interesting experience to go to Central Bank of Malaysia.. but it's more interesting if I can work here after graduate..huhu.. actually dis programme was organized by my coursemate 4 final project of investment and portfolio management...

here we have a seminar, bt i 4got lor da title of da seminar..huhu..I just remember abt 'sukuk' dat is an islamic bond. it's just like normal bond but a bit different on it's applications. 4 example if some1 buy a bond, he doesn't allowed to resell to another one till da contract is over..

posing depan bangunan Bank Negara....

I think dat's all I can conclude abt da trip n seminar, I didn't hve more informtn 2 share coz I was too sleepy at dat tym..huhu... n I didn't take note anything during da seminar..such a waste tym... hmm, actually I can't focus coz think abt my final project... my group also have to organized a seminar abt investment, but we got many problems to find some1 dat can give a talk 4 dis project...

wasting time to wait 4 bus b4 going back 2 UKM....

we were returned to UKM abt 1 pm after 'being a model' more than 1hour at bus stop in front of BNM waiting 4 bus coming to pick up us.... again, such a waste tym!!!!

~ I'm Back ~

Assalamualaikum wbt....

2 months....quit a long period... now I'm back here, after got enough time 4 a long 'rest'.....
during dat period, i've learn a lot of thing, learning from da mistake.. a big and very silly mistake dat i've done.. i've learn how to be strong, how to appreciate others around me.. and most important thing is i've learn to rebuilt the dream dat had been broken into pieces...

Of course its not easy to accept and 4get wht had happened.. hmm, actually i've found something dat realize me to wake up... the article ' kisah 4 lilin' really awaken me n give new hope.. well, with hope...people can continue their life with much better.. really agree with dat.. well, u can click here to read da article, "kisah 4 lilin".

jgn biarkan lilin harapan itu padam.... jika tidak, malaplah hidupmu....

hmm, actually...lot of my fren asking me to become a bloggers as usual.. whoa...felt like really appreaciated....huhu.. ok, i try to become an active blogger, but myb with a little bit different... myb no feeling2 lg daa... ( malu siot..)!! let me keep my felt just as my secret, " rahsia di hati tak siapa yg tahu"...=).. mgkin hanya org trtentu shja yg akn fhm dgn ayt yg tersirat dlm stiap kata2 yg tersurat... who's dat???

well, i'm also excited to sharing stories with u all actually, miss so much with my blog and all bloggers out there... so, now i start to think da entry dat i'll post in dis blog... makin brtmbh plak keje.... never mind, just to release tension.... so bored actually bla puasa blog, puasa YM, puasa FB n evrything ni... huhu..

and lastly, da best reason y i'm back is "sharing".. becoz 'sharing is caring' rite??? k, see u in next entry... daa..

" let by gone, be by gone.."